Last month, we challenged our SSP teachers and online associates to personify the past year through a letter. We wanted to know the thoughts they want to say if 2011 were a person.
Here are two of the winning entries:
Amherstya Djoanna B. Diaz
Teacher
Irisan National High School
Dear 2011,
The year that passed was so far the most memorable year in my entire life. You see 2011, it was the year that someone close to me went to heaven to watch over us. It was a year tjat I never thought would happen. My mentor, my protector, my best friend, my textmate, my dad said goodbye to us.
Yes, 2011, there were some regrets about his passing, being away and not seeing how hard his dialysis had made his body weak seemed like the ultimate guilt that crushed me when I saw him in his death bed. In his last days of struggling, so many what-ifs and I should haves run through my mind like a car that runs 200 kilometers per hour.
2011, I am the eldest of a brood of 4. I am working as a teacher here in Baguio City where I take care of kids not my own. But I love my profession so much that I have planned to grow old with this job. With this aspiration, I thought my dad would just be there forever waiting for us when we will not be too busy to see them.
But going home on that day and seeing him with so many tubes hooked to his body, I realized that life is too short that I should have stayed with him during summer and Christmas breaks and record memories that I would cherish ‘til I grow old.
Pray for me, 2011, that when another year begins, I will learn and be able to slowly accept that my dad might not be here physically but his spirit will be with me always. I know he is a part of me and we, my brothers and sister, are a part of him and that life is still a colorful place to live in, with many people to care about and love, like my mom, my husband, my kids, my friends, my in-laws, my students and all the people I bump with everyday.
Wish me good 2011, that I may be a blessing to other people as I want to leave a mark in this world just like my father did. Bring this prayer to my father, 2011, tell him even if we don’t call him dad, papa, tatay, his name JOHN stands the meaning and essence of being a dad and that we miss him terribly.
Lastly, as you bid goodbye, with God’s grace and love, may you bring, peace, love, progress, and unity to all of us.
Sincerely yours,
Amherstya Djoanna B. Diaz
Friane Jade R. Togonon
3rd Year High School
General Santos City High School
Dear 2011,
Hello, my dear friend! How have you been? It’s been a month since we’ve last talked. I kept my promise of being a good girl and coming to school early last December, so you better read my letter whole-heartedly in return!
Do you still remember the first time we met? I can recall those moments as if it was just yesterday. I’m sorry for the not entirely joyful greeting but I was still grateful to have met you at that time. To tell you the truth, against your large fair palms I felt pain and suffocation at first with nothing but your cold caresses reminding me of my loneliness as you hush me to bed. Pessimism just kept running through my head having infinity of laps. I was… sad.
Though my days were dark and stormy clouded with grief and isolation, you never failed to blow all of those away with your warm gushes of care. I remember it was your cousin, March who introduced me to cosplay. Speaking of the devil, please send my regards to her and tell her I’ll give her some manga the next time we meet.
Cosplay now means so much to me. I can never get tired of the thrill of dressing up in clothes that belong entirely in another world feeling my character and myself are one. It was then that I gradually understood that life does have sunshine and rainbows. Perhaps even Prince Charmings?
It also made way for me to find real friends. People who had my heart feel so much warmth made by persons that I never realized until then even existed. Just for once in my life, I felt truly understood. It ended the rain in my world and suddenly, I had seen a lovely blue sky.
As you know, summer was very temperate and humid. Yet my first pool party with friends totally made up for all the sweat I had throughout the season. It was so fun under the sun endlessly laughing at jokes that don’t even make sense and playing games that are only right for children.
I started my 3rd year with you along with your brother June, remember? My awkwardness among other classmates didn’t die down. It was still there, standing so high and mighty I honestly wanted to trip it.
Then, Christmas came along. December was such a fun guy when he was with you. I got a day with my Mom, my Stepdad, my sister with God’s grace and received a present that meant more than jewelry and clothes, love.
You’ve held my hand all the way through a journey that just ended but it doesn’t mean that now I have another for my upcoming adventure up ahead, that I will forget you. My days are brighter and warmer always snowing with love and happiness but none of it was possible, if I haven’t met you!
Sincerely,
A Friend